I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT I WROTE
By Asim Krishna Prasad
Posted on 22/11/14
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Poems
The paper is wet,
and ink smeared,
what just went..?
the page wept??
I can't remember
what just happened
I had a paper
and something I penned..
Yes, a story,
of you and me.
A story so lovely,
we were so glee..
I remember your 'YES'
and smile on your face.
Those jumping squirrels
with different pace..
Those unsaid promises
of trust and cares
assurances of
staying together.
We never saw,
it was coming
I had to pack,
but promise, soon I'll be back..
We were apart,
by miles and miles,
but we were one,
without hugs and cuddles..
We were sure,
that we won't break,
whatever it may be,
we'll face.
But it was not,
what GOD had planned,
You felt lonely,
with me absent.
It was then,
the twist came.
HE came closer to you,
but never told me..
Distances, somehow,
came between us..
HE became your partner,
in smiles and sorrows,
I never knew it,
busy in chores.
Blinded in love,
love which had died,
but I didn't knew,
and never tried.
HE came closer,
and HE was tender,
and before I had a clue,
you were farther.
I came to know one day,
and it was shocking.
I was numbed by pain,
but I didn't stop you.
You said, you were not happy,
not happy with me
and I let you go,
go with him..
I was crushed,
crushed and torn apart
I died that day,
buried myself,
buried my dead soul,
within myself.
My eyes got dry,
all out of tears,
but I didn't complain,
'coz you were in cheers.
With the same thought,
I sat,
with a pen and a paper,
to change the ending.
But..now I can't,
I can't remember what I wrote,
why is this paper wet??
why is the ink smeared..??
Oh! my eyes are damp!!
did something happen?
Did I really cry..?
but, please tell me why?
Asim Krishna Prasad
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